Hi Anita

Thank you for you reply.

I don’t know if she is aware that she is angry but maybe she is.. I pushed at the end which ultimately broke us.

The issue is, I stil love her. I have been unable to date (I tried) because I believe that we are meant to be. She has been dating for 1.5years now and appears to be happy.. And yet she is the one who pushes the door open at random points in the journey.

I want authenticity… And right now neither of us appears to be able to offer it.

I don’t know what to do going forward.. I believe inevitably we will meet (due to the kids wanting to see her and us moving closer) but I want to be honest.

I don’t know if I should avoid contacting her again or what to do.

Ultimately I just want inner peace and right now I do not feel that at all