Dear Anita,

I understand. Staying with my mother and letting her having her way with me will lead to drowning, to more dysfunctionality and sickness.

There’s no healing by her side.

The fear of my other options is still present, but I should see them for what they are… Uncertain, but with still more hopes of healing eventually. So it worth the risks.

It won’t be easy, but I should focus my efforts on that. And start gathering courage…

“I was up at night but ended up back to sleep until 6, feeling okay, smiling, thinking of you.”

I am glad you were able to find sleep again despite waking up. This sentence made me smile earlier, it was the first I read when I couldn’t read the whole message.

I wish you a good afternoon Anita.

Linarra