Dear Anita,

I’ve been planning to reread the post I wrote last night (the last one), because I don’t exactly trust myself to write in a way that makes sense while just waking up from 3 hours of sleep… but I’ve been postponing it, expecting embarrassment.

I finally did it, thankfully it seems the phrases are mostly making sense (except for my inability to write your time at the moment, but I’m not surprised). But I’m indeed embarrassed but my emotions… I really have no filter when I’m slightly sleep deprived, and usually I’m more emotional in such conditions.

I’m not exactly sure what I’m thinking from my choice to absolutely expose myself by replying in the middle of the night but that’s good it brought you some relief.

There’s no need to worry about the intensity of the emotions I expressed last night, it was intensified by the tiredness and extra spontaneity that didn’t allow much rationality.

I had trouble going back to sleep after that but I eventually did.

Linarra