No i mean im not sure how much longer i can stay in a marraige thats fundamentally unhappy. But i see no other option as im financially dependant on him anyway and i wouldnt want to break up my kids home. Theyre having their own issues with school and i dont think they could take the stress of it.

I’m never ever going to give in to his or thier requests …ever! its very hard living an every day life with someone knowing how they really feel about you, that you’re 2nd best or even further down on the pecking order. I see other people around me whos husbands seem devoted to them and i really feel ive drawn the short straw, but there angin who knows what goes on behind thier closed doors!