Dear canary,

I don’t believe that is the reason for my feelings. I have friends that understand my psychological problems, way before I met my ex. I’m referring to “the part of me” that is my personality that my ex understood and reciprocated his energy with me.

Okay, so there is a part of your personality that no one understands but your ex, however it’s not related to your psychological problems but something else.

I do water down my personality in front of people because it takes a while for me to warm up enough to be myself completely, but I don’t believe it’s a bad thing.

How would you be like if you didn’t water down your personality? How would your expression look like?