Hi Anita,

I have been feeling better lately.  There are few days that i have cried. but they have been fewer than before. This week i have though about Christopher a lot, but i have not been as sad a before. I feel like i am being tested too as i keep bumping into him almost everyday. I prayed that i don’t meet or see him, but its like the reverse of what i prayed for.  Also this week i have missed him a lot.  And have toyed with the idea of reaching out.  But i know for a fact i have nothing to gain from him.  its sad that this person didn’t even realize how genuinely i felt about him. he has no idea that i was one of those people in his life that will always want the best for him. I am beginning o get my old self back slowly. i will need to do more introspecting and sincere self talk to iron out my confusion.

I am definitely ok. but its ok. I am beginning to accept that pain is a journey i have to go through and am genuinely looking for the lesson in all this.

Regards,

Elizabeth