Dear Felix:

“Can’t i solve this by myself?“- no, your 25 threads over 2 years are proof.

“Is the only way are by seeing a medical doctor and psychotherapist?“- yes, first see a reputable medical doctor for a consultation, I hope that the doctor will next send you to a specialist to be evaluated.

“i dont know how my parents will react when they find out i need medications… they might think this issue isnt a really important issue (just me not having a mature mind)“- if your parents can read English, show them your 25 threads, and they may understand that indeed, this issue is an important issue. If they can’t read English, translate all your posts in all your threads for them to read in their language.

anita