Dear Miyoid:

I wasn’t able to get back to you on time because I lost internet access and still don’t have access (I am using a public location at the moment).

You wrote: “I’m learning. I’m learning to choose for me“- this is a good, good thing: you choosing for YOU!

“Since I did admit I was feeling unsafe and bad, he tried to support me and tried to understand. But I couldn’t tell him more“- over time, you will be able to tell him more, be patient and I hope he is patient too.

“I know that I can tell more, in time, if he wants to listen“- ask him if he wants to listen, if he is patient and can wait and be gentle with you, not pushy, not demanding.

“I miss..  my ex-boyfriend. Sometimes I just want to call him and ugly cry, and I know that he would try his best in terms of understanding and helping”– his best wasn’t good enough, not even close to being good enough.

“I guess I was able to express how confused I am“- I wish you clarity and the calm that comes with clarity!

anita