Thank you. I think a part of me does want to get back together yes, but also a part of me doesn’t. He texted me this the other day saying that he understands I won’t find this satisfying, that he does feel horrible about what happened. That I didn’t deserve it and my pure-heartedness makes him feel more guilty. That he wronged me and I didn’t deserve it. Nor does he expect me to forgive him. Then he went onto say a few other things which he believes I may have misrepresented him and that the bad intentions I thought he had, aren’t exactly true. He continued.. I appreciate however this has probably been my way of expressing my hurt. He hopes I’m in a better place, that I’m very special and deserve all the happiness in the world. I haven’t responded and I don’t think I need to, correct? Also I think indefinite NC would allow him to see what he wants, whether that’s me or not, correct?