Dear Felix:

You can post and share what you want to share, but I don’t intend to reply back to you  because it will not be helpful to you or to me. The reason: you are.. like you said, overthinking aka obsessing, and all you have done in years of posting here is present an obsession, which I compared to a mental itch, to be scratched. Once scratched, you feel  better for a little while, saying: thank you for (scratching my itch), and then… you present another itch.. and another. So, what ends up happening in your threads is what I think of as The Itchy and Scratchy Show: you itch, a members scratches, you itch again, a  member scratches, and on.. and on.

I suggested that you see a medical doctor or a psychotherapist regarding your OCD (the O in OCD stands for Obsessions: such as about your height and regret over posting photos on social media, and the C stands for Compulsions, one of which is your compulsion to post on the forums here), but seems like you haven’t. This is the only suggestion I have for you.. one that I predict  that you will ignore once again.. and present your next itch to.. whomever is willing to provide you the (free) service of scratching. If you noticed my frustration: you are correct. It is frustrating for a person to repeat oneself and make no difference.

anita