Yes it does.  I have always worried what people think of me and about making mistakes and the wrong decisions.  I know if I am honest with myself although what I did was very wrong, I did stop it and it did not result in a full blown affair.  I also stopped this back in April/ May and managed to get through the whole summer feeling just fine.  I now feel like I have lost myself and am stuck, overthinking this and not letting it go.

I feel like everything is on my shoulders as if I confessed I would ruin so many lives.  My Coworker is a grandad and has many children and grandchildren and it would break his family apart.  i would also lose my job which I absolutely love.