Anita, All of the information you have listed above , is also the information I have.

-” I wonder if you were, like I was, a very lonely, lost and scared child, hoping and waiting to be found and rescued by someone?”

This is a definite possibility, not going to lie, parents were neglectful, mother basically makes everyone turn on me (I have 4 sisters I speak to one, one intermittently. I’m blamed for everything.)

-Depression is a 20+ battle, ptsd, anxiety, depression. I have literally been on every single depression med available and am not well.  I went to another dr a month ago, she gave me a BP med and something else to try, but that was the last of what she could try. I am still not taking those meds. I have low BP and it reduces BP, the dr never saw me in office, I don’t trust it. I’ll try another dr.

– Bouts of exhaustion, not related. I get tired from depression, I nap daily. However, once in a while, w no rhyme or reason I get this exhaustion, it lasts a day or so, and is gone after that until it returns. It is so infrequent that I can’t pin point its reasoning. And it is so intense that it can sleep a day away if i wanted. Can’t lift my arms tired like i had the flu a month or something

I’m not sure what else I maybe missing let me know if I answered all your?’s.

Emmy