Dear dixie:

“Do you think I’m just in denial, or…?” – if I, a person who never met you and read only two posts from you, answers you: No! You are not in denial! You are not a lesbian!!!, you will feel better for just a little bit of time, and a moment later, the obsession will return, and the anxiety that goes with it, and you will ask me the same question again, and again… and again, for as long as I am willing to answer. This is the case because Obsessions are Never Satisfied with Answers.

You know that you asked this question many times, online, maybe elsewhere and people ran out of patience answering you again… and again, and yet again, only to be asked again.

“What would you suggest that I could do?” – read the 12 pages of this thread and take notes. I posted here many times sharing my own experience with OCD, my understanding of it, and my suggestions. After you read and take notes, post again and let me know what you think and feel about what you read.

anita