I would love to go to counseling and even tried to get myself individual counseling in September. I’m still waiting for a therapist to get back to me. I was told due the pandemic the waiting list is a year long and I don’t have the money to go privately. I’d even have to pay for the one I’m waiting for which is a ‘charity’ amount of money which I’d struggle to pay but could scrape together.

I’ve started reading a few books to help me through in the meantime but tbh the whole therapy thing is a complete nightmare at the moment.