Helcat I actually think he may be involved with another woman .  He has denied it but he stays with this woman for weeks at a time as they work together .  He takes her shopping and to appointments when he stays there . It’s all very bizarre . His wife doesn’t seem to mind so it’s either she trusts him implicitly or maybe she doesn’t be bothered . Maybe she  knows more about him than I thought .

My days are a bit up and down .  I ate a pint of icecream tonight . Wish I hadn’t .

Anita you are right words are effortless and actions speak louder . i think you may be right about him being empty . He portrays an image I that he is important and knowledgeable. He definitely has told me lies .

anyway what does it really matter . I know I escaped without too much harm to anyone really other than myself .it all seems so insignificant too in relation to what is happening in the world

The world is a crazy place right now  and I pray for peace .

I appreciate all your kindness towards me