Hi Teak,

Sorry for the late response. So much has been happening but i feel better now. No urge for drinking alcohol now. I haven’t drunk since then and feeling much better. I have also become strong emotionally, i went on a solo trip to a himalayan hill station. Had a good time. I think i won’t get into the drinking spree again, as i am not even feeling like getting high nowadays. And many things have been happening between me and her as well. She has become more matured and stronger emotionally and so am I, which i am happy for. We have been in touch recently, have discussed about everything that went wrong and did a retrospective. We both are changed people now, not emotional or feeling heavy like before. We are thinking at a practical perspective of how life would be for us and we will be okay with whatever we decide. I am improving myself rapidly on my self respect, self esteem and self love as well and i feel I can handle situations in a matured way. Thanks for being here to help me out.