Hi Carson

Wow, the way your parents treat you is awful! I’m glad you are looking for accommodation elsewhere. I hope getting away from your parents will help. I would encourage you to meet people who do accept you for who you are. The need for love from our family can be met by others and ourselves.

Sexual orientation discrimination from your parents must be terrible to deal with. Your sexuality is a natural part of who you are and  denying that is incredibly damaging. Your parents are bigots. Their prejudice is a failure to be decent human beings. Ultimately, it has nothing to do with you. They would treat anyone who’s sexuality they didn’t agree with in a similar way.