It has bothered me for years. However I first tried to over look it and out my feelings aside to avoid any drama. I suppose now I am just worn down. Putting my feelings aside then if she posts on social she is with her , I’m back to being hurt again.

I never asked her to stop seeing Tara. As I felt that it would be controlling and that’s not who I am. I would have much preferred her to be loyal and to want to stop seeing her out of respect that she had badly hurt me, her friend of 30 years.