Sometimes my father says things like this that are very mean and hurts me so much then in the next moment he is completely opposite.He himself have struggled with same issues with his parents.And my father doesn’t talk to my grandfather for more than 20 years now.History is repeating itself and my father doesn’t seem to correct it.He is doing the same things I guess what my grandfather used to do.or to some extent.I don’t know where to start from to atleast not ruin this more.Many times previously before this incident i tried to sort things out between me and my father.it so happened that for a week things would be okay but then one fine day we’ll end up in a heated debate then only when we stopped talking to each other there was peace in the house.I feel shattered. Don’t know what i wrong with me as well. Why can’t I be at peace even after accepting that this is how it is. Why do I feel I’ll never end up with a good person and peaceful life. And so much burdened by the pressure of taking care of my parents as I have no sibling. And that too with so much of indifference towards them.