Okay.I feel I am too blown by emotions sometimes.

I have a feeling that if four of us can meet and discuss this there can be a solution to this.But both of them(my parents and him) have their issues.My parents are sometimes like okay we’ll meet him and then other day no we’ll not.Him on the other hand he says if there’s a meeting it’ll be at this home or he’ll come with his parents. He denied meeting them alone once. IDC scared of something or what. 2 years ago he was like i can talk to your mum.

What i am thinking..i am sorry but i am going to lie to him… saying my parents want to meet you… if he still gives me excuses then he had some other intentions and reasons to leave.(maybe he lost interest..i don’t think so but still who knows)

Iam here thinking it’s because of caste so it’s hurting me more. If he’ll say he’s ready to meet my parents even if not very soon then I’ll try to convince my parents to atleast meet him. If he makes excuses or says he don’t have the courage … I’ll still be hard, I’ll have multiple breakdowns but atleast I’ll be clear that this is not gonna happen even if i convince my parents as he never had it in him.