Dear Stargaze17:

I sure hope that you will see your therapist next Friday.

In my case, I remember my mother giving me the evil eye, so to speak, when I made mistakes (or when she thought I  made mistakes), looking at me with this evilness in her face. Decades later, I used to have dreams where I saw her angry face looking at me in that way. In the dream, she said nothing, the look was condemning, or scary enough. Any such thing in your case?

anita