Dear zaredkhan:

You shared that you had 30 days to study for one exam. Your laptop hard drive broke and it took one week to change the operating system (which controls and manages the hardware of a computer). Then your father.. broke your productivity and focus (which are needed to study) and it took 3-4 days to fix some of the damage he did. Then today, your leg cracked up while walking (can you describe exactly what happened and how it happened, what part of your leg got injured as well as whether you have a history of injury in that part of your leg?)

“Most people claim bad things happen to people because they believe they’re unlucky“- some bad things happen because of bad luck, some bad things happen because of believing one is doomed to be unlucky; other bad things happen because people make them happen, (ex., your father torturing you).

“Why’d I had to go through all these garbage stuffs?” – partly because of bad luck, partly because of people’s bad choices.

“Why can’t my luck be better?“- you  can’t control (as you know) who you were born to, where and into what circumstances you were born, whether there will be a flooding or a heat wave next week… you can control only your choices. I wish that your father chose to control his anger!

“I meditate, chant mantras, do “OM” humming, do yoga! But still these things keep attacking me“- … maybe if your father meditates, chants and hums, maybe he will never torture you ever again!

“I wish I could just leave this world w/o any pain. Why should I live if I’ve to always live with bad luck? (And mental fear as well“- we all wish at times to leave this world, and no one wishes to leave the world with pain (I may be wrong about it…?) You are welcome to share about your mental fear, if you’d like.

anita