Dear anita,

What happened in real-life, objectively speaking: nothing much, a small, short exchange on social media, no aggression, no threats of violence. And yet, subjectively, all hell breaks loose inside your brain, as if the world was destroyed and you are the cause of massive destruction.

I feel so miserable because this might reduce my chance to get her attracted to me, because i’m going to meet her on thursday….
As always i’ll get a weak first impression, and this problem adds it even worse

I also feel embarrassed for trying to act curious….. when it’s so obvious….

Also i’m asking her as if i dont know about mooncakes, when next week is mooncake festival… She might’ve thought that i’m a less educated guy with no tradition…

I’ve been thinking about this all day….

by realizing that you did not destroy the world. Nothing really happened, in real-life.

Nothing really happened in real life, but it happened in her head….

Idk what’s her impression on me now, all i know is that the way she communicated with me when i was buying her mooncake… isnt what i expected…. The conversation’s a bit off…

Should i just completely stop thinking about this? And just let it go even if this is a problem? Even if she laughs at me and has a weak impression of me?