Dear anita,

I hope that you are well.

I left this thread 3 months ago because i realised that i couldnt express my thoughts and feelings in a way that was appropriate. With my posts often becoming kind of a mess that i myself struggle to find a clear message in now.

I am also unsure about the way my desperate tries at compliments made you feel. During the time of our conversation i was desperate for anything or anyone to give me any idea of what was happening/ had happened, so that my people-pleasing-behaviour got very bad.

If i offended in any way or made you feel uncomfortable, i would like to apologise.

I dont know if you would be interested or okay with continuing/ restarting this conversation, but i would appreciate your input.

Ed