Hi Tee,

It was really hard. Because it’s not just that people hurt me but that nobody seem to care that they hurt me. That’s something that sticks, and makes sense that I never feel like the people closests to me don’t actually care about me. I don’t even like celebraating my birthday, I feel like my friends would only go because they would feel obligated. That feeling is very rooted in me.

Last week at work was good. I’m off for three days now and I’m making sure to rest, go out with a friend and get some of the stuff off of my to do list before my four 12 hour shifts.