Hi Tee,

Yes they were all we have your back, we will help you out! Which to me felt like weight being talen off of my shoulders, because I felt that it would take off the pressure and my performance anxiety (wanting to show off my personality to him, which I can’t because I become paralysed with anxiety)

Yes I feel very betrayed by them. They get drunk and they start touching him and dansing around him, and talking about him and his birthday party in a place where a can hear them when they know how I feel. I know that there’s nothing romantic going on between them but I still feel like I have been betrayed. I struggle a lot with trust.