Also i feel that the girl i’m close with now is more compatible to me than my previous crush because she’s not that attention seeker and less coquettish, unlike that previous crush…. Well she has a quite good attitude… but she’s really an attention seeker and very coquettish and it gives me more headache to my overthinking…..

I keep praying every time i feel anxious regarding this girl (the girl im close with now) so that i can be given the right path to this relationship with her…. I dont wanna lose her….
Do u think this is a possessive trait of mine?