Hi Tee,

I haven’t asked if they have talked to him about me. The girl who added pressure kept asking me about him everyday, and saying things like if nothing happens on this first date you move on and forget about him. If it doesn’t happen now it never will you are too different. It added way too much pressure on me because this is the erea that i struggle the most. I get paralysed with anxiety cuz I really wanted to show my personality, and she wrote me just before meeting him like tell me how it goes. And then he invited his brother along to be the yoga instructor and that was where my anxiety exploded. It caused me to see everything on the date in a negative way, but talking about it to my friends who knows him they were shocked that I didn’t pick up on the fact that he wanted me to eat at the restaurant with him.

I told them about what has happened between us (back in june/july) and they said all the signs that he liked me was there but they never included me on there out tings. My friends thinks he started be coming friends with my friends to come closer to me. The first day we all went to a pub together (before they knew i liked him) they invited me to go with them(which made me happy that they asked me) the day after they told the cute guy that we were going to a pub with me and two other boys and if he liked to join which he did. He already had plans that day but joined us and even stayed with us even though he had to be with the others. He looked at me and said that this was very nice and we should definitly do it again which i agreed on. So I really thought we would do that again but didn’t happen.

Yes, they do drink way too much and do stupid stuff, I don’t like that. I have started swing other people at work outside of work to get a bigger friend circle that is better for me because I am extremely dissapointed about their behaviour.