hello Anita.

its been a long time, i again want to thank you for All your input. i thought i had made some progress, also I stayed away from the Internet for quiet some time..

I want to apologize for not taking the time to respond before doing so.

you are very on point with most of your thoughts. my parenrs though never valued anyone more than an other, they are the real Buddhists without knowing, truly beautiful people.

I will try to read inro the precepts and suttas for advice on how to transform anger, jealousy and greed.

Surely i will be able to find something there :)!.

once again Anita, i am sorry and thakful for your time and love.