Dear Andypandy499:

I am glad to read that you don’t blame her daughter, but sad that you are in pain.

“Not knowing why she chose someone else means I constantly feel unworthy and the fact it went on for so long makes me feel I was just used. As a place to stay, as a taxi service, as cash machine and as a holiday provider“- is it that she chose someone else because he provided her with a better place to stay, a better taxi service, etc. than you did? And if this is her reason, does it make you feel better to know her reason vs “not knowing why“?

anita