Dear Andypandy499:

I am sorry for all the hurt and pain you’ve been experiencing. I hope that you soon come to a place where you accept that her love for you was not the “unconditional and total” love you had for her. I hope that you recover from your cancer and from your broken heart. Please focus not on her, but on your health, mental and physical., and post here again anytime, to vent, to express, to not be alone with your struggles.

anita