Thank you Roberta, i will try this mediation when I sit the next time and keep on continuing to practice it!
It sounds like a beautiful practice and you are right, also i don’t really strive for outer accomplishments, most people call me very humble and this sometimes even confuses me more, that there indeed is greed in me, while i mostly don’t live a greedy life. At the same time i have to marvel at my existence with all its manifoldness and I think i am making progress, as mentioned above, to just accept and at the same time appreciate all of these qualities to be great teachers to me, while at the same time not nurturing them further