Thanks again for reading. You mostly have the gist of it, especially as I wrote it. The only thing is on leaving the city, I want to do that largely because I experienced abuse by a psychiatrist during a medical state of delirium and barely avoided mental hospitalization.  I was so traumatized I drank 6 alcoholic drinks daily for about 9 months. But that’s still only 1 thing in my life. I would really love the surgery and it would be very meaningful to me, especially if others helped fund it in that way (which would symbolize caring by others). I never really thought of gofundme  to be honest. I never expected crowdfunding to be viable for this, as I usually associate it either with businesses or essential things. Thanks for the idea, though I would have a lot of work to do to make it work. I do miss my smaller frame and wish I’d taken puberty blockers.