Hi Tee.
Merry Christmas to you as well.  I’m obviously a bit sad at this time, trying to cope with things. I do have family around and spent time with them.  I won’t lie it’s been rough even some suicidal thoughts but nothing major and I did tell my mom about that. Those thoughts came about a week and a half ago and since then I’ve been feeling a bit better. I’m trying to stay sober as I’ve been resorting to drinking and playing poker a lot, keeps me distracted and takes the pain away temporarily but ultimately as we all know I feel like shit afterwards. I’m trying to get back into martial arts and find a little part time job on the weekends to keep myself busy. I hope you had a nice Christmas:). Thanks for checking in.

Dan