Hi Hamza

I think it’s difficult because you said you’re not able to be friends with her because it would be too painful. To allow things to naturally develop, you would have to spend time with her again and be okay with the idea that a relationship with her may never happen. This is someone you love and you say being in communication with her is harming your mental health.

It sounds like you know what you need to do. The question is, are you ready to do that yet? Or do you need more time to process everything?