Dear pete:

“Yeah I dunno if anyone else has a 1000+ post thread on this place. Anyway my plan is I’ll wait until around October (2023) and message that chick ‘hi’ and see if she’s blocked me or gives me another ‘I’m too busy to be your friend, but only you’ message again“-

-Exactly six years to the day, on Jan 5, 2017, you posted the following regarding my suggestion that you seek professional help (because you were feeling lots of pain at the time): “I can’t..  the darkness has me in its clutches. Not even the woman this thread is about can get me to see a counselor or what she wants me to get, a psychiatrist. I have to ride through my emotions, the only thing I know how to do… Definitely, the darkest time of my life right now, but still got to put on a happy face… I’m not..  a wise man with the answers. Just a guy in a thread, typing out his problems, giving out his daily details what he’s feeling and about this woman he’s friends with. Kinda nervous! In 2 and a half hours I’ll be texting her for her home phone number! Trying to be distracted again by video games“,

Jan 5, 2017, 9:13 pm: “I DID IT!!!! I got her home number. She gave it out and had a smiley face and I asked how work was. Going to talk tonight!”

Jan 5, 2017, 10:42 pm: “Talked about a bunch of stuff for 48 minutes, but she wanted to talk about how I was feeling since I text her I was in the darkest place of my life… Wants me to think about a journal and we can talk about it next time we talk on the phone… Told her she can call me whenever she wants, she said thanks. We both getting ready for bed now”.

Those were your last words on that night, 6 years ago. I boldfaced the parts where your positive excitement was so very evident. How very excited you were at the thought of talking with her!

“Hope you have a great year, maybe I’ll post again when I update you about texting the person this thread is about in Oct. 2023 is all about me now“- post again anytime, pete, aka blkhwkdwn1, and thank you: I hope that the two of us, individually and in the context of this thread,  will have as great of a year as we can have!

anita