Hi Tee,

Yes, we have so many different people checking in that a lot of stuff happens. I asked not to work nights because it’s bad for me and my Cptsd and fortunatly i don’t have to do them any more.

Yeah he’s known for it. Prepandemic though he was friends with the top manager and so never had any consecvenses I really hope that this is taken seriously this time. They work so hard in that kitchen but they also need a good work environment. He can’t treat people this way.

Yeah I’m still sad that nothing happened between us. And it’s still hard for me to see them together. Got back after midnight after picking up my parents and he was sitting next to her do it looks like they made up again. She was sad all of last week and people were hugging her because he was foling around behind her back. Yesterday they were drinking so she didn’t show up for work today, I want my parents to meet all the new people. I still react to him but not as much as before do it’s going better, which is good because he has been coming to work early and been sitting at the end of the count er, he will look at me but don’t really talk like with the others.

He knew for some months that i was hurt by this, he didn’t think it is okay for him to ignore and act weird around me. He is the best he is like the guy i was with, you just know your in good hands, and I have been starting to see him as more than friends.

I really want to start therapy and asking around is a great idea, I really want to feel better.