Hi Tee,

Me too I’m glad that they are understanding to my situation.
<p style=”text-align: left;”>Yes he is the head chef and the people there are agency workers so they aren’t hired by the company like I am. Only now that someone spoke up, she is also being harassed by my manager. So much bad stuff happening.</p>
Yeah I know I doged a bullet by not being with him, but it’s hard when you like someone you know is bad for you. I can still get mad at him for the way he’s acting. Like he wanted to to pass through first (like a gentleman) but then he’ll walk up to the person I’m talking to but not talk to me (still) no problem being psycically close or keeping eye contact. Such a weird behaviour I never expected him to act this way, I hate that I still react to him luckly I’m reacting less and less and ido hope that he won’t change his mind and is still going abroad. Would make it a lot faster to completly forget about him. And like they say for every rat you see there’s 50 you don’t.
<p style=”text-align: left;”>He’s so nice. I do remember thinking when he started working here that if nothing happens with the cute guy then this guy seems really nice. We are gonna plan to go out and do something when our schedule allow it and I’m really looking forward to it. Even some colleagues have started asking about us.</p>
I will continue to look for a therapist and I will finish reading the book Pete Walkers book about Complex PTSD.