Hi Tee,

Yeah I think so too. He’s only hanging out with girls from work never the boys, or even just a mix. First it was X and Y and the partying (that he keeps saying that he will stop with) now it’s the young girls and drinking. I can see the weirdness and anxiety in him goes away and he’s confident. The behaviour at the party was the same as the first staff party. The standing close but not talking, the making out right in front of me , the filming made me feel a bit uncomtable, it was weird. The day after he asked me if I had fun at the party, and I could honestly said that it was a lot of fun especially the bus. Felt good to say that and actually mean it. It’s stille not easy to see, but I have been reacting eay less than before. I don’t know if he’s still going to travel abroad or if he’s changed his mind. Hope he does leave cuz it’s hard to move on from something that you are constanly confronted with.

The day we went to the gallery I got a bit nervous around, not knowing what to say. It felt a bit date like and a very good day. He unfortanuatly had to work the staff party and two days later we had drinks at work (staff member leaving party) and he said he wanted to be there but had to make an important phone call in the end it got too late for him to join.  Today I was supposed to see him at work but he left shortly after saying he’s not sure he will come back to work here again because of the head chef. He said he needs some rest and time to think which I completely understand and he knows I am here when he’s ready to talk about it.