Hi Tee,

Yeah, he has a group of guy friends from outside of work. After we did yoga he started coming to work and party with them. But he’s never had a drink with the boys after work just girls, I too (like X) think he uses alcohol, women and drugs to feel better about himself. I really hurts, I have been through a lot and don’t deserve this behaviour. I think in this case my avoident naturen served me better, cuz I never gave him the same amount of attention as the others. And my colleagues were surprised to find out that I’m still hurtig from it, they couldn’t tell. Same as I have been told that i can hide my anxiety really well, it felt so good telling him i had fun at the staff party (the filming me was a bit weird though) but I really did have a lot of fun!

Yes, I have been seeing him in another light lately since now I know that he’s interessed.

I totally understand if he wants to leave because of the head chef, I really Hope that he gets fired and he doesn’t have to find another job but I am sure we will stay in touch. He talked about going back to Brazil in May for a couple of months and then come back here.