Hi Tee,

Sorry for my late reply I have been home sick.

Hmm I’m not sure, I think if it was just a game to keep me interested to feed his ego he would have been “turned on” when men were showing interest in me. But when he saw men flirt with me, heard other men (and me) talk about men flirting with me, he sounded defeaded and became more quiet. He didn’t like that they seemed interested but didn’t get all it’s game on! I had one guy do that when I was in school. He’s defo a deeply troubled guy and even though he’s trying to stay away from alcohol and drugs he constanly falls back on it. I’m glad that as temted i have been to numb myself (at times with alcohol) I stayed away knowing that it will only create a whole new problem.

Thank you I hope so too! He told me that he’s going home at the end of this month for maybe a month. Last year he mention staying home for like 6 months so one month will be nothing in comparison. I’m growing fonder and fonder of him, and the day we went to the Gallery it felt very much like a date but without a kiss, which I kinda made me feel like maybe he changed his mind. But we have a day off together coming up and I’m very excited to see what happens and already getting a bit nervous (in a good way)!