Hi Sarah, I don’t have anyone to talk to about anything, let alone things like this. I tried for years to get a therapist and they had ridiculous wait lists in my area. Now I’m unemployed and don’t have insurance (in fact, interviewing and trying to get a job while watching my bank account dwindle dangerously low is partly responsible for my high emotional state this week), so therapy is out of the question. I don’t find those helplines helpful, typically – I used to be a volunteer for the Samaritans suicide hotline and it’s just so scripted and unnatural; that doesn’t help me. The focus of the call will be on making sure I don’t have immediate access to anythign I could use, and getting me off the phone in 10 minutes. I will check out the resources page in case there’s something else I’m unaware of though, thanks again.