Hi Helcat,

Please don’t feel pressure to rush back to this forum, your immediate needs are much more important. I am sorry for what you are going through and send you support and strength! I also send love and strength to your baby ❤️

In response to your message:

It is episode 9 of season 1 of Crazy ex-girlfriend, I am fairly certain he was making fun of her weight. It really bothered me because she is not even what I would call “over-weight.” I could see myself having her body type once I have children, if I do. He does not give me a lot of physical compliments already, so I think I am more sensitive for that reason. I know he is attracted to me through other cues and I also believe I am right now as well, I just think about the future and him wanting a younger fitter woman. After all after the divorce my dad started dating a woman much fitter than my mom in every way as well as 10 years younger, with some plastic surgery, together they are very superficial appearance-wise. Being thin is praised in my family, the opposite is thought of as “needing help,” you will suddenly get comments on your body and nutrition and workout recommendations. I am going to talk to my partner about this this evening when I see him and get back to you further on his meaning of Meatball lol.

Seaturtle