Yes I am sure. For the past year I have had doubts, but I didn’t see them at the root, instead I saw things such as what I said in my very first post on here. Those which seemed superficial, but were the tip of the iceberg. I have wanted to break up before but I kept thinking my reasoning was superficial, and now that I see it is much deeper, it is simply not the partnership I want for myself. I think this timing is right now, I have a supportive roommate and family visits this month, for Christmas I am asking for yoga classes and perhaps a membership, my dad can definitely afford if he sees the benefit for me. I know this evening will be hard, but whenever I have doubted my decision, I have quickly bounced back, I simply want a deeper more authentic connection that I cannot get in this current situation.