Dear Lou92

I hear your pain and worries and I hope that you will also get support from other forum members.

Living & loving someone who has regular depressive episodes is hard, but when someone goes into a longer episode than previously experienced this can be both frustrating & frightening for all parties. Fortunately your husband has managed to keep working many people in his position end up losing their jobs putting further pressure on relationships & mental health.

I hope that you can find a local support group to help you and that you meet up with people who are going thru the same situation as you.

I have noticed that sometimes people who have been together for many years get married to try & fix whats missing from their relationship both with themselves & their partner, but what it actually does is shine a light on the cracks they were trying to cover up.

I have to go and pick my grandson up from school so sorry this has been such a short post