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Dear Open Chakras, Open Pores Seaturtle:
I will be answering part by part as I get off and on the treadmill (too snowy/ slippery to walk outside.. although I have done it many times before and fell on ice only once.. had a concussion):
“It is interesting to hear this perspective because it is hard for me to tell if I was high vibrations in high school, how could I have been despite my parents being the most low vibrational relationship at home?“-
– from personal experience I learn that for a child, an abused and neglected child included, it takes a long, long time to have chakras dimmed on an ongoing, regular basis. There is abuse and terrible misery, but then.. there are moments of feeling exhilaratingly alive, chakras open, running-on-green-grass-under-the-shining-sun kind of experience.
Therefore, it’s possible that in high school, you had many of those exhilarating moments and that’s what your friend remembers about you. But with N, you were on the slippery slope process of your chakras being dimmed on an ongoing, regular basis, and your friend witnessed a lot of those moments.
anita