Dear Anita,

Thank you for your reply.    Sorry but I can’t write it all out as its very likely that my parents might happen across this and recognise my writing.    I would like to, but I don’t want to be that open with them.

By saying things were blurry, I mean my recollection of things isn’t as sharp right now and what’s bothering me most at the moment is someone who has been leaning on me for support and offloading and venting, despite me saying they needed to go to someone else which has left me feeling cross and used because they actually have more support than I have.    I was just starting to think positively and as it’s as if they trampled all over that by making me feel sorry for them and then once they had my attention blurting out all sorts of negative thoughts about others and society.   I hope I don’t do that.

I realise I too now am blurting this out, but I felt exhausted by them.     I don’t know what to do to shift the anger I feel.

Thank you for listening.

Best wishes,

Rebecca