Dear Anita,

I apologize for the delay in my response, you are right in that this forum reminds me of N, so if I don’t even want to open the door of those thoughts I avoid this topic. Throughout this conversation we have spoken about so many things, of those things I would love to venture further on caring for my inner child, seeing myself so that in my next relationship my expectations/needs are not too high for one person. I want to discover more about myself, what my childhood has caused me to need in adulthood. I would also like to talk more about what my purpose is here, when we spoke of dancing, that idea has stuck with me, but I am not sure where to start. I fear never accomplishing anything great and only starting projects that I then tire from. I am highly considering yoga-teacher training school, it would start in april and go for one year. I like that idea because not only could I see myself as a yoga instructor I could also see that platform, and the classes, guiding me to other things as well..

I do not mind starting another forum, although the change makes me wary. You know me better than others do on this forum at this point and it would be alot to re-explain. But I also don’t want to overwhelm you with this task of helping me find my way.

” I can follow details because it’s on the computer screen and I have all the time I need to re-arrange the information, re-read, edit my writings, etc”

I understand!

Seaturtle