Hey Anita, for a week I thought I have been okay, i listen to motivation, and even read articles concerning break up so that it can boost my everyday functionality. At some point i even forgot about him in a while by keeping myself busy. So today he called me , i thought maybe he wanted to talk, but unfortunately he wanted to know if am at home so that he could drop my stuffs, but I have been at work. I think i am not ready to receive my things and i still hope that one of this days he will want to talk. I feel like i am breaking again.