Hi Eva

It sounds like you’re reminiscing because he is moving states and you will miss him. Missing him is okay, you raised a child together. These are just nostalgic memories though. He is a married man and hasn’t been yours in a long time.

Perhaps a healthier line of thought would be to consider where your past relationships went wrong in a bit more detail and consider what you do and don’t want in a partner, if you do still want one.

Wishing you all the best! ❤️🙏